Below is my view at 5:24 on a Friday night. Trust me, there are much worse places to be! The crazy part is that it was such a struggle to get here! To make it crazier, I'm taking a blanket making class. Right up my alley, right!? Actually, I had a million reasons not to come. It's too nice outside. It's been a long week. You have stuff you "should" do at home. And on and on and on. It's been happening a lot lately. It fills my heart so much to care for other people, but for some reason, I can't do it for myself. This week I've been doing it more than normal. Tuesday I took my first meditation đ§ââď¸ class in years. It was amazing!! Even though I'm making great progress, this is a never ending struggle for me, and I just don't understand why.
So I was the first person here at the class tonight... even beat the teacher. I wanted to open my wine and unwind a little bit. The older ladies showed up next. My feelings were just a little hurt that they all choose the other table in the room. At the last minute, 2 girls roughly my age sat down, and my people found me. After 2 hours and a bottle of wine, I left with 0% of a blanket done, but enough laughter that my heart was happy. Apparently in October I'm going to the Hershey Winery to make copper pumpkins with my new friends. I guess sometimes you just have to choose you. â¤ď¸
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